Lyric Despondency

My visions are all clouded
I see nothing but red

This hatred has now congealed to a near climatic state
Why do I remain here to weaken through the years?
I am so confused - my soul dies all the while

I don t wish to co-exist with this feeble human race
I don t feel the need to be infected with the disease called "life"

A state of mental grief causes my mind great pain
In this emotional state
I suffer from despondency

Violent and murderous thoughts
Form deep inside my mind
Dwelling on these sights to the point where I m insane
Why do I remain alive when I only wish to die?
I am so distressed - my soul rots all the while

I m surrounded by life-loving shapes that exist without a choice
Your fears of death are covered up by the words "Suicide is weak"

Released from the grip of life s burdening chains
My body devoid of blood and unable to embrace pain

With death I ll grow in strength and might
Fading away without remorse
With death I ll leave this weakened earth
To become at one with the night

With death I ll grow in strength and might
Fading away without remorse
With death I ll leave this weakened earth
I am at one with the night