Lyric It s Been A Summer

it s been a summer

I m cracked from my head down to my spine
ready to self destruct
at any time
and I m trying to convince myself that the way I m feeling is all I have
it could take a lifetime
to realize that you re alright

(but you said)
I know when you will come back
it s been a summer
it s burning up in here
even though the bed is cold on your side
I d rather die than spend this night here without you
(without you)

I would try to fix these flaws of mine
if I could just see you (if I could just see you)
for one more time
and I m trying to convince myself that the way I m felling is all I have
I don t believe it sure fits
there s pity, but the truth brings:

I ll be the first one to know
if it s wrong for me to just let it go
I ll be the laughing stock of Florida
person most likely to find it saddening
it s fate that made you want for me til this day