Lyric Can t Not

I d be lying if I said I was completely unscathed,
Would I be putting it right with my silence and rage
Would I be letting you in; invite a reaction, yeah?
And how would I explain
How would I explain this to my children if I had them?
Because I can t not
Because I can t not
Because I can t not win without my losing, my dear
Would it be whining if I said I needed a hug?
Would you feel slighted if I said your love s not enough?
And how dare I complain?
And how dare I complain when you want for a chance for this?
Because I can t not
Because I can t not
Because I can t help laugh at your delusions
Because I can t not
Because I can t not
Because I can t help wonder why you ask me
To all the unheard children in the school yard
You think you re the right ones
You swear you re the charmed ones I m sure
But how can you go on with such conviction?
Who do you think you are when you question me?
Because we can t not
Because we can t not
Because we can t help laugh at your delusions
Because we can t not
Why do you affect me?
Why do you affect me still?
Why do you hinder me?
Why do you hinder me still?
Because I can t not
Because I can t not
Because I can t not walk without my crutches