Lyric It Ain t Like That

There I was, laid out on a table
Screamin sweat and bare feet to the floor
In my life, I d not soften
Things that cut, and burn so often
But I sit, think of somethin
Scared to face, the dyin nothin
See the cycle I ve waited for
It ain t like that anymore
Where I go is when I feel I m able
How I fight is why I m feelin sore
In my sight, not forgotten
Feel as though, a tooth were rotten
Behind the smile, a tongue that s slippin
Buzzards cry, when flesh is rippin
See the cycle I ve waited for
It ain t like that anymore
Here I sit writing on the paper
Trying to think of words you can t ignore
In my eyes, what I m lacking
Score at face, a ten for slacking
Sign the deal, set in motion
Smaller fish, so huge the ocean
See the cycle I ve waited for }
It ain t like that anymore } (2x)