Lyric Self Pity

I m always short on cash and my mind is in the trash.
I can t find a way to get my head out of my ass.
I m gettin skinny as a bone
cause I m always stuck at home.
I m living my life all fucked up and alone.
So once again,
alone in my room,
my only apparent future is my unhappy doom.
So I just whine all the fucking time.
I m hooked bad on caffeine,
unless I get it I m mean.
I can t remember last when I was chipper and clean.
I m going insane, all I do is complain.
The only traits I show are depression and disdain.
The girl I love is going away,
there is no way that she ll stay.
I don t know how I m gonna live my life this way.
Don t want to have to try,
I ll just sit around and cry.
Maybe, if I get lucky,
I ll just fuckin die.