Lyric Now I Know

I let you down, screwed up again,
Couldn t hold out until the bitter end
This time I really thought I d be fine
One more chance for me to make up my mind
I didn t try because I didn t care
Missed opportunities all were there
I knew it all but I just couldn t see
Let down is all I know and all I ll be

Why do I listen to what they say?
When nothing ever goes my way
I see the fiction before the fact
Now I know there s no turning back
Now I know, now I see
But is it too late for me?

I never wanted to captain the side
Won t be the medal you wear with pride
So many things that you can t have
So many ways for me to make you sad
I don t care about the words you said
I ve forgotten wishing I was dead
The time has come to make my own way
Failure is a word I still won t pay