Lyric Wide Awake

I m breaking promises and breaking you apart
while this constant battle rages in my mind.
Over which path to take
How much of this is fate
and how much is just a waste of time

Because I don t know just what I need
Stuck somewhere in the in-between
3 in the morning and I wish that I could sleep.
But I m wide awake.

Medicine bottle s laying empty on the floor
But I still can t make these headaches go away
More of a bastard than I ve ever been before
I d be better off just bashing in my brains.

All this feels like it s some other life
Doesn t it seem way too dark tonight

Because I don t know just what I need
Stuck somewhere in the in-between
3 in the morning and I m writing this all down
And I hope it makes it easier somehow.