Lyric Pretty Angry (for J. Sheehan)

i wish i drank tequila
I wish i stayed up late
But lately when the sandman comes
You know i just can t wait
No lately i can t wait

And we packed up all your boxes
It s all been hauled away
I never stare at walls so bare
cause something always stays
Yeah something of you stays

And i wanna shout from my guitar
Come out come out wherever you are
The joke is over open up your eyes
A heart like yours it never dies
And i found your keys behind your chair
I still can see you sitting there
This isn t funny don t fool around
You let me go... you let me down

(chorus)
And i guess i m still pretty angry
And i don t want to be
I don t know which was the bigger waste of time
Missing you or wishing instead it was me

I wish i walked on water
Pulling rabbits from my sleeve
Guessing cards and saving everyone
I wish i still believed
Oh i wish that i believed

That i could also channel voices
That i ve endured the burning blade
That i could make some of your choices
I wish i weren t afraid
Of those choices that you made

Like i could give you what you need
So ally ally oxen free
The game is up and i give in
So show yourself so that you can win
Come claim your prize and i don t care
I still can see you standing there
How you could leave, how you could lie
You cut me off in mid reply

(chorus)

The will to win the urge to race
I still can see it on your face
Thought i d keep up but only crashed
I wasn t built to move that fast
Thought i could match you stride for stride
But i was on the other side
And holding on to the safety rail
With knuckles white complexion pale
A could of dust and you were gone
Thought i would catch you later on
I limped behind your race was won
But were you racing or on the run?
How you enjoyed, you loved to drive
And i m destroyed... cause i m alive
cause i m alive

(chorus x2)