Lyric A Spindle, A Darkness, A Fever, And A Necklace

You turn on a spindle
You re so much looser now
But you re not explaining how
You gained such new repose
I touch the clasp of your locket
With its picture held
Some secret you wouldn t tell
But let it choke your neck
So imagine a darkness
Where all shapes divide
Solids changing into light
With a burst of heat so bright
Well fine, don t you do what I want you to
Don t degrade yourself the way that I do
Because you don t depend upon all the shit that I use
To make my moods improve
Near a sea of pianos
There were waves of chords
That crashed against the shore
In one huge and useless roar
And there were girls bringing water
Like a dream they came
To cool the fever of my brain
And soothe my burning throat
And they made me a necklace
Ganging beads of sweat
On a string of my regrets
And placed it round my neck
And they were singing
"Don t you do what you ve wanted to
Yeah, don t destroy yourself like those cowards do
And maybe the sun keeps coming up
Cause it has gotten used to you
And your constant need for proof"