Lyric No Matter What Happens

(Not wanting to confuse Hadass or
herself anylonger, Yentl decides to end
her masquerade.)

Look at how she looks at me,
I can never look at her that way...
Full of all the feelings and the soft
Unspoken words that lovers say...
In all the words, in all the books
I wish there were a way to say that
What she s taught me
Isn t written anywhere
And I m supposed to be the one
Who s wise...
One thing is certain,
I can never be what she
Expects of me...

I ve wanted the shadows,
I don t anymore.
No matter what happens,
I won t anymore
I ve run from the sunlight-
Afraid it saw too much.
The moon had the one light
I bathed in-
I walked in.
I held in my feelings
And closed every door.
No matter what happen.
I can t anymore.
There s someone who must hear
The words I ve never spoken.
Tonight if he were here
My silence would be broken.
I need him to touch me-
To know the love that s in my heart-
The same heart that tells me
To see myself-
To free myself-
To be myself at last!
For too many mornings
The curtains were drawn.
It s time they were opened
To welcome the dawn.
A voice deep inside
Is getting stronger,
I can t keep it quiet any longer.
No matter what happens,
It can t be the same anymore...
I promise it won t be the same
Anymore!