Lyric Existing In A Crisis (Evelyn)

I m so tired of the stupid games you play.
If I sat outside would you come watch me wait?
If I had a gun and shot it at your face,
would you promise not to get out of the way?

If you happen to be able to avoid
My first attack, I ll put a knife against your throat
and cut an inch for every time I lost my self-control
and you made me do the things I did at night when I got home

But I thought you d change, but I realize today (today)

Evelyn, I know you lied. I want to tell you that I m alive for the first time
and I m begging you to leave here now. I m begging you to stay away from me.
I know you lied. I want to tell you that I m alive for the first time
and I m begging you to leave here now. I m begging you to die painfully.

So this brings us to the backup of my plan.
Maybe I ll just have to strangle you with my bare hands.
Then you ll have to adhere to my demands
and occupy a shallow grave, as shallow as you are.

But I thought they d change but things just stayed the same..... (the same)

Evelyn, I know you lied. I want to tell you that I m alive for the first time
and I m begging you to leave here now. I m begging you to stay away from me.
I know you lied. I want to tell you that I m alive for the first time
and I m begging you to leave here now. I m begging you to die painfully.

Sometimes content leads to stagnant and stagnant leads to contempt.
Contempt leads to the present.

But I thought you d change, but I realize today (today)

Evelyn, I know you lied. I want to tell you that I m alive for the first time
and I m begging you to leave here now. I m begging you to stay away from me.
I know you lied. I want to tell you that I m alive for the first time
and I m begging you to leave here now. I m begging you to die

Evelyn, I know you lied. I want to tell you that I m alive for the first time
and I m begging you to leave here now. I m begging you to stay away from me.