Lyric Mess

there was a time when i had nothing to explain
oh, this mess i have made
but then things got complicated
my innocence has all but faded
oh, this mess i have made

and i don t believe in god
so i can t be saved
all alone as i ve learned to be
in this mess i have made

all the untested virtue
the things i said i d never do
least of all to you
i know he s kind and true
i know that he is good to you
he ll never care for you more than i do

but i don t believe in love
and i can t be changed
all alone as i ve learned to be
in this mess
i have made the same mistakes
over and over again

there are rooms in this house that i don t open anymore
dusty books of pictures on the floor
that she will never see
she ll never see that part of me
i want to be for her
what i could never be for you

but i don t believe in god
so i can t be saved
all alone as i ve learned to be
in this mess i have made