Lyric Captain

Crazy as I may,
Make my way through this world,
Oh, it s for no one but me to say,
What direction I should turn in now.

Cause I am the captain of this ship,
Wanting eyes and kissing lips.
The same as it was,
And will remain until I m done and gone.

Strange, but it seems,
There s mutiny brewing inside of me now.
I don t want your pity,
Just the promise that I ll be alright.

Cause I am the captain of this ship,
Curious hands and fingertips.
The same as it was,
And will be until I m gone.

Oh, I know I m a dreamer,
Still think it s strange?
I won t be here for long.
Oh, I know that I feel,
Oh, wait and go again, Again.

Oh, look, I m buried,
Like a cancer eating away inside of me.
I don t want your pity,
Only the promise that I ll be okay now.

But I am the captain of this ship,
Curious hands and fingertips.
The same as it was before here,
Here, back after all.

Why should I be hypnotized,
By the promise of a long life?
Why should I hold hope,
In tiny, tiny dribbles that glide by?
Why should I lean on everything... upon
I won t be here long....

Oh, I know I m a dreamer,
Still seems a truth.
I won t be long for here.
Oh, it s so, but I think I lay this,
On now your lips.
I m drowning.

I am the captain of... oh... But, I ll be okay after all