Lyric Unhuman Drama

I wish my mind would just slow down to a slightly moving crawl
I ve seen the terror and watched the dead molest my loved ones gone
With death so pale these ruling monsters will leave their mark on me
As I lose my edge I realize something s got to give
For a man that fears both life and death what is to be done?
Insane from knowing what awaits an outcome negative
A skeleton that s incomplete a human shape of fear
Thrown to the powers of death unknown unfolding before my eyes
And with my prayers unanswered they ll leave me for their kind
And now I know without a doubt that "god" is just a word
A grotesque creed has defiled the land mindless yet in total control
In all my years I d never dream that earth would come to this
Man no longer "power creature" living beneath the sun
And so my search for heaven shows me that it s not there
No faith I learn that religion never was waiting for me
Now I ve no emotion no feeling no cares at all
I m drained of my only pure life as sorrow claims a soul
There s little hope and endless pain leaving me broken and weak
Deathlike in trance I m quickly fading oh God you ve forsaken me
These are tears of a beaten man that slowly wear my face
The scenes of doom may slightly alter the outcome s the same
This lonely tale just keeps repeating in circles without an end
A rotting world filled with creatures from hell existing humans damned.....
It s truly over!
I feel all alone in my plead to die and never return again
The need for flesh and malevolence is something I fear to come
And then someone or something grabs me and pulls me from this fright
I suddenly feel unafraid, safe and so alive.....
I m so alive
Is it over? Did the torture end?
What s happening? Please tell me!