Lyric A Pain That I m Used To

I m not sure
What I m looking for anymore
I just know
That I m harder to console
I don t see who I m trying to be
Instead of me
But the key
Is a question of control

Can you say
What you re truing to play anyway
I just pay
While you re breaking all the rules
All the signs that I find
Have been underlined
Devils thrive on the drive
That is fuelled

All this running around
Well it s getting me down
Just give me a pain that I m used to
I don t need to believe
All the dreams you conceive
You just need to achieve
Something that rings true

There s a hole in your soul
Like an animal
With no conscience
Repentance unknown
Close your eyes
Pay the price for your paradise
Devils feed on the seeds
That are sown

Can t conceal what I feel
What I know is real
No mistaking the faking
I care
With a prayer in the air
I will leave it there
On a note full of hope
Not despair

All this running around
Well it s getting me down
Just give me a pain that I m used to
I don t need to believe
All the dreams you conceive
You just need to achieve
Something that rings true