Lyric I m Trying

She said I m not pointing fingers
He said yes you are
Cause you wouldn t bring it up if you weren t
If I told you I d been walking
Out in the dark night thinking
Would you take as truth this alcoholic s word
I can t change what s done is done
But I can tell you this
Not a day goes by that I
Don t curse myself and all my sins
And I need you to hold on to
While this part of me is dying
And though I haven t kicked the demons
That haunt me
I m Trying
I m Trying

She sat down on the floor
And said I wish I was stronger
Right now I feel fragile as glass
I want to believe you
Believe what s held you has freed you
And I hate these doubts
That keep on coming back
My parent s think I m crazy
For staying here this long
But there s nothing more I want for us
Than to prove to them they re wrong
I don t want to be afraid
I don t want to think you re lying
And though I haven t found the faith
That I need
I m Trying
I m Trying

He asked do you want me to leave
Cause if you do you know I will
But she said much to his disbelief
No I love you still
Oh I love you still

He said I don t know why I ve been the fool
But I can tell you this
Not a day goes by that I
Don t curse myself and all my sins
Then he dropped down to his knees
By now they both were crying
He said I haven t been the man I want to be
But I m Trying
I m Trying
I m Trying believe me
I m Trying