Lyric Hitler s Girlfriend

Someone left the window open,
cold air is slowly creeping in.
I m sitting watching TV sitcoms
where everyone is happy in the end,
and I m believe it,
some say we can get by
without the help of a friend,
and I m lying here, I m remotely controlled,
strapped to an engine stuck in idle,
don t feel cause I fear
don t love cause I lost...
don t know, don t want to know...
I m not myself, til you are you,
(I want to bleed, bleed for you)
if I close my eyes, I m killing you
I carry the weight of this safety net,
so I feel like Hitler s girlfriend,
I m blind to this and numb to that.
I know a girl who draws happy faces
on everything she writes.
She doesn t fool me,
I ve seen her bag of troubles-It s not light.
Don t you know I want to reach out, cry for her,
carry the weight,
but something won t let me leave the couch.
There s a scream and a crash,
there s a knife and a chain
and her head is full of spirits...
my foot is asleep.
I was sprawled out at the foot of my bed
with a rage of fire, going round in my head,
I said "Could this be the salt of the earth
in my tears?"
I am watching Miss Brown, some say she didn t know,
just took another Judas kiss now,
well I m not blaming you
was there something you could do?
My coffee is cold...