Lyric Million People

How could I be so happy
And still feel so messed up inside
I ve broken all the records
For the unhappiest man alive
And spending time with you is like
Having a needle in my eye
So how could I be so happy
And still feel so messed up inside

Maybe I was wrong for thinking
There was something there for me
And maybe it s not about the truth
Cause the truth couldn t set me free
And maybe there s a million people
Who could feel the way that I do
But it doesn t meatter to me now
I still got a thing for you

How could I keep on laughing
Just to know we didn t try
To put out all the bridges
But instead we stoke them and feed the fire
And over my shoulder s the smoke
And the gloom that hangs in the air
So how could I keep on laughing
When I know the bridge isn t there

Maybe I was wrong for thinking
There was something there for me
And maybe it s not about the truth
Cause the truth couldn t set me free
And maybe there s a million people
Who could feel the way that I do
But it doesn t meatter to me now
I still got a thing for you