Lyric In The Absence Of Sun

For all the good you say it does
It feels no better when you ve had your say
You may believe it s just because
The words get colder when you re gone away
I thought I understand
What I was to you

I don t want to feel this way
I don t want to say I m just a friend
I don t want to wait around here
Cos you don t want to feel no pain again
We just lie about it
As we become shadows of ourselves

Some may fear committed lives
I sure am one of them without you
Does it come to you as some surprise
I laid the ground beneath to doubt you
Was it ever girl
Something you could hold

I don t want to feel this way
I don t want to say I m just a friend
I don t want to wait around here
Cos you don t want to feel no pain again
We just lie about it
As we become shadows of ourselves

I don t want to look away
I don t want to be the one denied
It ain t no fault of mine
Someone, somewhere told you lies
But we don t talk about it
We just become shadows of ourselves