Lyric I Really Loved Harold

they told me
       when i was little
       i d go to heaven
       if I was good

       now i m
       a long way from little
        cause i tried to find heaven
        cause i thought that i could - i thought that i could!

              and i thought i loved Harold
              and i really loved John
              i almost loved Alphy
              and almost loved Tom

              i loved them so easy
              and i loved them so free
              now i don t think that heaven
              will wanna love me


       hollow
       songs of the willow
       dreams under my pillow
       turned to tears that i cried

       beauty
       and love are our riddle
       never to answer
       but always to try - and boy, did i try!

              and i tried with Harold
              and i tried with John
              i tried with Alphy
              and almost with Tom

              i left myself open
              for the whole world to see
              now i don t think that heaven
              will wanna love me

              so i said goodbye to Harold
              and goodbye to John
              goodbye to Alphy
              and goodbye to Tom

              i loved them so easy
              and i loved them so free
              now i don t think that heaven
              will wanna love me

              oh say, can you see
              by the dawn s early light

                     no

                     light

                     will

                     shine

                     me?