Lyric The Color Pit

Yeah, here you come again
I should have known you d be around
Makes no sense to me why we re still alive
You ve got weeks to live and I am on a spiral dive
When you finally die
Don t let me need you there
I know damn well you re not alone
Surrounded laughing by the death head grins
Of all my friends who ve overdosed
Overdosed and died
And you know
That s the way we go
Back in your color room the shadows fall and break
We would waste away
Burning out, shooting up
I m not gonna fall with you this time
I might not get up, I m not strong enough
You know...
Can t you see it s killing me
I m not gonna walk back into the pit for you
Yeah, not for you or anyone
I don t want the speed, I don t want the heroin
I m not gonna break
I m not gonna play your game
When you die alone in that pit of hell
Don t perpetuate the myth, don t romanticize
I m not gonna watch you die again
I don t want to see
You know...
You don t wanna talk about it but you know
You sit and laugh at me
You ll die laughing
Yeah, you re all fucked up
Can t you see it s killing me...
I m not gonna walk back into the pit...
For you