Lyric Never to reveal

Turning to the right, feel it getting tight
Demand of the heart, my hands rip apart
I m so afraid, my welcome overstayed
Never find a way to make all this O.K.
Sleepless nights, I am forever awake

Just one taste - won t let it go to waste
The way I feel - Never to reveal
Just one taste-of my own space

Fucking sick of this, hope my tongue don t slip
Familiar trips, loosen up its grip
Instinct never worked anyway, what I ve seen I just can t say
My sight s been taken, my eyes betray

Just one taste - won t let it go to waste
The way I feel - Never to reveal
Just one taste-of my own space

My hands at my back, pushing violent acts
The truth an artifact
The rabbit in the hat
Kicking out this make believe
Dedicate a new belief
The risk runs high, but I ve gotta try
Hold it all inside, until the day I die