Lyric Like fountains

A scar inside
For such a long time
I ll do it all over again
Can t face the wounds
Have to go on
Stop remembering
Time by time shades reach the surface
A mental breakdown, they provide
Accept, clear up, clean up, go on
and soon I ll show some pride
There s enough to go on further
Don t force to forget
Till the day I m done with the shades
The rage I create towards myself, the hate
To claim the blame that I feel
To damage the dreams I need
Facing uncertainty
Facing the truth
Got to get on through
Blaming myself
Blame at last
...And please forget