Lyric Fuck What Fireworks Stand For

I just want the world to know - You ve got me at an all time low.
But I wrote the song that broke your fucking heart.
I m caught up in no sleep and I nod my head with every tear but they re still drowning me.
It s cold and I can barely see, and 5 AM is here again so hang your head with me.
I was walking next to you in a saturday night-type light.
The faces blurred in with yours as I stumbled some words on life...
I was breathing thanks to you in a saturday night-type light.
And when the faceless kids danced towards faceless ends I quit life.
"I can t believe that you re not dead"
shrugged my shoulders, laughed inside, nodded my head.
And I don t remember anything but seven songs of chances gone, that s all I know.
Anytime you want to go, I m ready to go.
Nothing shines on "feeling old" this isn t right.
All I want is a reason to smile before I m dead, I m dead, I live in denial.
There s nothing left inside of me.
You say there s more but I don t fucking care.