Lyric Tired And Uninspired

I shouldn t be hard to find...
I ll be the one with my big mouth moving;
my big words, saying nothing.
I hope you know
it s not my father s fault I m such a bore,
and so afraid of everything.
I m keeping inside; living in my mind;
hoping that the telephone don t ring
with, "It s all right... pain is universal, baby"
and worrying about what I m going to sing.
I m staying in, and saving up my energy.
I know my day is coming.
And when I find it, I will rewind it
(and play it over again a hundred times).
And when I hear it, I will not fear it
I will say it back again, and say, "I m fine."
("Relief!..." "Relief!...")
"I m fine."