Lyric Vapors

I live under a sky of angels
Bulletproof vest of all my dangers
I ve been deceived by all the flowers-planted around me
Sweet smell replaced by all the vapors
Everyday you think I live a lie
You think I want to die
But can t you see I m what I want to be
I ve been misunderstood about my being around
I can t seem to stop letting people down
Or that s what they say
I still don t care about them or what they re thinking
It s not fair for anyone to believe them or me or the papers
Now I know what my destiny is
It s the ultimate rift in the little will I have
I m not gonna last till the end
I m still my only friend
Now I know what to do