Lyric Sinking

Standing in the back of the line
I feel the others try to push me
Down and keep it away from me
Grabbing at the one thing that I know is mine

Can t you see me with my head to the floor
Feel the recklessness of absolute desperation
Valued sentimental pieces of the life
I thought I held in my hands

Why do I always try
To better what I am
Can t I realize
That I ve always been sinking

Failing everyday
It only helps to aggravate
The sickening feeling
Inside that won t go away

Falling down
Pick yourself up and fall down
This is what it s lie to be me, me
Can t you see what I see

Why do I always try
To better what I am
Can t I realize
That I ve always been sinking

What I am is what I feel
But what I feel is nothing real
And what I know is all I want
Is to be saved from this spot
Is to be saved from this spot

Why do I always try
To better what I am
Can t I realize
That I ve always been sinking