Lyric Lampshade

I can feel my bones decay
I haven t got a thing to say
I never thought I could end up this way
maybe I should have known
but now my cover s blown
I ve been up for hours but my feet never touched the floor

I can t pretend that I m as funny as all you re friends
so I ll keep this lampshade on my skull for one more night

I ve got a project car
I ve got a VCR
I ve got a hundred friends but I don t know where they are
my life s a fantasy
I m just a wanna be
another throw away contemporary enemy

did you want me to be the life of the party
I ve made some mistakes so stop kicking yourself
because I blame me
it s still the same
nothing s changed