Lyric Reason Is Gone

reason is gone
this brain is out of practice
thinking is alien
it s alien to me

the day is through the lights are off and i m alone again
electrons comfort me the television is my only friend

there was a time that i swore
this would never happen to me

i look for inspiration like i ve done so many times
there s something missing here i can t define
would you like to come to a place inside my head
or would you like to watch me fall asleep instead

indecision, television
takes my mind away
growing stronger how much longer
will things be this way

i look at my close friends they wear expressions of concern
they don t want me to forget all that they think i ve learned
i ve explained my situation but why can t they see
friday s just another night for me

now there s a feeling that i get when i m at peace with all i see
and it s a rare time that i spend with no one else around but me
these moments are so precious now
getting better just like wine
but wine won t make me happy

there was a time i thought it would
i thought it could i thought it should
now turned around i m looking down
there s nothing there but i can still
see myself a lonely boy