Lyric A Million Exploding Suns

I ve forgotten who I am
I m sick and weak and fresh from sleep
I crawl from a crooked bed
with dirty feet and shaky hands
the numbers on the clock read
one-one-four-oh- ay em
I ve got tyme to clean myself
then sell my soul again
when I sleep I dream
I dream I am awake
or was it when awake
I dream I am asleep
I work I shit I eat I sleep
I m inspected by the number 7
this can t be my life
no this isn t me

I don t know whats beset this change
I barely recognize my own face
in my mind somethings just not right
but in my heart I m bathed in golden liiiight
BATHED IN GOLDEN LIGHT!
BATHED IN GOLDEN LIGHT!

my eyelids still heavy my pulse still faint
I m puzzle pieces- my memorys stained
I feel strength swell ----a day dream
i m shaking under this duality
------------- my pulse still faint
I hear a strange voice but don t know what it s saying

AND IN THIS MOMENT
seconds stop and I BURST with clarity
a wealth of love and hate-- gone blank
for I finally remember MY FUCKING NAME!

I EAT ROCKS
AND I BREATH WIND
I VE BEEN AROUND THE WORLD
AND BACK AGAIN
I ve lost the static
and the grey is gone
I ve got the power of
A MILLION EXPLODING SUNS!!!!!

I AM CONSUMED BY MY MIGHT
BLINDED BY LIGHT AS I WOULD BE IN NIGHT
THIS VOID IS HOLDING ME TIGHT
IT DOESN T FEEL RIGHT

when will I ever break FREE
within or without I m chained by the dream
THE VOID IS HOLDING ME TIGHT
IT DOESN T FEEL RIGHT

when will I ever break FREE
within or without I m chained by the dream
the void and the light are both me
IT DOESN T FEEL RIGHT

bright lights flood my eyes
it s true
now i realize
the perilous truth
of a perilous life
by my own device
the strength of my high
is the strength of my low
unless theres no me
they both
they both explode