Lyric IN SEARCH FOR I

it hurts to think
can t get the sums together
would you draw my bitterness
make the pictures fade

could it be that I see
what s beneath when we fall
the truth in ever
I m scared that I ll be

will time open my vault
new solution, I m begging
break the fuse that holds me back

the I is lost in me
but I m ready to give you
the m, it might even be the e
as I begin to search for I

distract, push me in another direction
this wall that I stare into
it s getting old
Give me faith to reach for the new
pull me apart and do me all over
I ll need a re-make
to make up for my mistakes

what if I stop to care?
what if I let you fall?