Lyric I Only Want To Say (Gethsemane)

(Jesus)
I only want to say
If there is a way
Take this cup away from me
For I don t want to taste its poison
Feel it burn me,
I have changed I m not as sure
As when we started
Then I was inspired
Now I m sad and tired
Listen surely I ve exceeded
Expectations
Tried for three years
Seems like thirty
Could you ask as much
>From any other man?

But if I die
See the saga through
And do the things you ask of me
Let them hate me, hit me, hurt me
Nail me to their tree
I d want to know
I d want to know my God
I d want to know
I d want to know my God
I d want to see
I d want to see my God
I d want to see
I d want to see my God
Why I should die
Would I be more noticed
Than I ever was before?
Would the things I ve said and done
Matter any more?
I d have to know
I d have to know my Lord
I d have to know
I d have to know my Lord
I d have to see
I d have to see my Lord
I d have to see
I d have to see my Lord

If I die what will be my reward?
If I die what will be my reward?
I d have to know
I d have to know my Lord
I d have to know
I d have to know my Lord

Why, why should I die?
Oh, why should I die?
Can you show me now
That I would not be killed in vain?
Show me just a little
Of your omnipresent brain
Show me there s a reason
For your wanting me to die
You re far too keen on where and how
But not so hot on why
Alright I ll die!
Just watch me die!
See how, see how I die!
Oh, just watch me die!

Then I was inspired
Now I m sad and tired
After all I ve tried for three years
Seems like ninety
Why then am I scared
To finish what I started
What you started
I didn t start it
God thy will is hard
But you hold every card
I will drink your cup of poison
Nail me to your cross and break me
Bleed me, beat me
Kill me, take me now
Before I change my mind