Lyric I Will Not Die

It only hurts me when I m awake
It seems to die with dreaming
And there s only so much that I can fake
When my whole life s careening down

I will not die

It only kills me cause I m alive
and living this disaster
And it s all I can do now to survive
I live to beat my master down

I will not die
Down I will not die

When I m well I long to be
Only in love with you
But I guess I ll never be whole
And you know it s true
It does not stop me that we all die
I know this trip s to slaughter
But if only I could let me cry
I feel the healing water roll down

I will not die
Down I will not die
Down I will not die