Lyric 1989

Let me give you some insight into my insides
I haven t been this confused in such a long time
you can t believe I ve spent just losing my mind
I can t believe that 10 years have really gone by
it s been a long time
Had a plan for every year I ve been alive
a million more I ve built up inside of me
there s a million more that I have bottled up
and that I ve fucked up
do you feel like the hard times are mountains you ve climbed lying awake
it still feels like it s 89 it s been along time
those mindless days the plans that I ve made
the countless mistakes all the times I ve changed
through the years I faced all that s kept me sane
every single day