Lyric Disconnected

Sleeping awake and awake when I m sleeping
I ve got a dry kind of thirst when drenched
On sunny days, all I can see is the shadow
And I m not above being under
And I m at the brink
Though I know that I m empty
And I always hide when it s my turn to seek
My only belief is to not to have faith in believing
Before I begin, I m over

Disconnected
Broken off again
When I m only not lonely when I m lonely by myself
Disconnected
Now the pain again
I always backtrack forward cuz all in all,
I m disconnected

Quietly loud when I m noisily silent
Keep holding my breath while I m trying to breathe
Swimming against all of the waves and rapids
I only win when I m losing

Disconnected
Broken off again
When I m only not lonely when I m lonely by myself
Disconnected
Now the pain again
I always backtrack forward cuz all in all,
I m disconnected

I just want to live my life sedated
Cuz I love driving myself away
Disfunctional they say, I don t give a damn
I can t comprehend what I understand

Disconnected
Broken off again
When I m only not lonely when I m lonely by myself
Now the pain again
I always backtrack forward cuz all in all,
I m disconnected
Broken off again
When I m only not lonely when I m lonely by myself
Disconnected
Now the pain again
I always backtrack forward cuz all in all,
I m disconnected