Lyric Crash

You could say I feel this way
Cause it s the way i feel
Or you could say I make it up
I wanted to be real

I knew I d go down today
And crash into myself
Repetitious habit-forming
Self-inflictedness

Inner, innermost, most person
It s so hard to be
Feeling good to not feel bad
Is way too weird for me

I wish and wish and wish
Someone else would come around
Habit-forming hang together
No one comes around now

It s no fair it takes so long
And comes around too late
Wonder why it s so easy
To feel the way I hate
It s so hard to turn around and say yeahAnesthesizing, never-minding
Fill yourself with crap
What goes in, is coming out
You can t escape that

Inner, innermost, most person
You could dare to be
Bigger than the biggest head
But not as empty

I wish and wish and wish
Someone else would throw me down
Like it s supposed to
Like i m used to
No one comes around now

It s no fair it takes so long
And comes around too late
Wonder why it s so easy
To be the way I hate
It s so hard to turn around and say yeah