Lyric A Thousand Apologies

SO AFRAID!
Thoughts come my way,
LOSE IT ALL!
But it was nothing anyway,
WHAT S DONE IS DONE!
And I know I ll be saved,
In time you will,
SO MOVE ON!
God said he d help me through,

And you re all very proud,
When there s nothing left to steal,
And I feel, so real, it scares me.

And have I ever asked for more?

BETRAYED!
My plans award me,
IT S NEVER UP TO ME!
I know that I ll break,
HOW FAR KID?!
Coz from here it looks like a long way down, I can t climb back up,
That s keeping me from you,

And you re all very proud,
When there s nothing left to steal,
And I feel, so real, it scares me.

And have I ever asked for more?
Was I that Insecure?

Can t you stick out your fears, can t you push them out some more, yeah
Can t you stick out your fears, can t you push them out some more, yeah

I...know...it s...all...in there...but I...can t see...
I CAN T SEE THAT FAR!!
WOOOO!
Yeah!

Those who made up time, now what s it gonna be? ARGH!
Something, something s wrong, something s wrong, something s very WRONG! ARGH!

Please...can...I...have...more...time?
...If I see you again, I ll laugh right in your face.