Lyric Deafening Silence

She looked right into my
eyes and said to me
The hurt that you try to
hide is killing me
You drink a thousand lies,
to freeze the past in time

I ve tried to fill this
silence up
But now it s back again

See the pain in my eyes
see the scars deep inside
My God, I m down in this hole again
With the laughter I smile
with the tears that I cry
Keep going down this road called life

She says that I m insecure,
I guess she s right
Cause just when I think
I m sure, alone at night
the agonies come back,
this pain won t let me be

I try to fill the silence up
but now it s back again

See the pain in my eyes
see the scars deep inside
My God, I m down in this hole again
With the laughter I smile
with the tears that I cry
Keep going down this road called life
Don t need your sympathy
I just want for this silence
to stop killing me

It s deafening
it s deafening
this silence inside me

I try to fill the silence up
but now it s back again
It s empty like a suicide
this pain inside

See the pain in my eyes
see the scars deep inside
My God, I m down in this hole again
With the laughter I smile
with the tears that I cry
Keep going down this road called life
Don t need your sympathy
I just want for this silence
to stop killing me.