Lyric You Never Knew Me

I don t want to turn around
and find I d got it wrong
or that I should have been laughing all along
you re what keeps me alive
you re what s destroying me
do you want the truth or do you want your sanity ?
You were hell
and everything else was just a mess
I found I d stepped into the deepest unhappiness
we get back
I bleed into you
thank God that I don t love you
all of that s behind me now
still seems to be above you

I don t know
I don t know whether I ever knew you
but I know you
I know you never knew me
I don t know
I don t know whether I ever knew you
but I know you
I know you never knew me
Do you want to!

Hope doesn t serve me now
I don t move fast at all these days
you think you ve understood
you re ignorant that way
I m sorry, I m sorry, I m sorry
I m sorry I can t be cancelled out like this
we had to kill too much
before we could even kiss

I don t know ...