Lyric Reasons To Hide

to try to ake an order out of
muddled thoughts and dream - to
watch hope and desire torn
apart from the seams - construct
a wall of hatred out of failures
crumbled ruins - to crawl with
bleeding fingers for the stones
to be moved

ch.
in my dreams i witness terrors
when i wake up they are true
they re of pain and anguish
feelings i never knew

to crawl through the maze of life
and never find the door
to stumble on the corpse of emotion
sprawled across the floor
to stare blankly at one s image
and then coldly turn away
to realise i m not the only one whose soul died today.