Lyric It s Been A Summer

I m cracked from my head down to my spine
And I m trying to convince myself
That the way I feel is all I have
It could take a lifetime
To realize that you re alright

But she said
"I d know when you would come back"
It s been a summer

It s burning up in here
Even thought the bed is cold on your side
I d rather die
then spend this night here without you

I would try to fix these flaws of mine
If I could just see you for one more time
And I m trying to convince myself
That the way I feel is all I have
I don t believe in sure things
There s pain in what the truth brings

I d be the first one to know
If its smart for me to just let it go
I ll be the laughing stock of all time
Person most likely to find
Deciding if it s fate that made you avoid me to this day