Lyric I hope I didn t just give away the ending

She wanted to be a nun
Until that fateful day we met
I beat the crucifix
In a game of Russian roulette
I burned my Beatles records
Because she hated number nine
She licked rock cocaine sucker
Laughed, said her mom s doing mine
well, are you an illusion, or am I just getting stoned
Because I can t take it alone
I can t take it alone
I hope I didn t just give away the ending
We started limping,
Caught the handicap shuttle to town
And yelled "God s healed us"
As we ran off the bus the driver just frowned
By the way this girl was sexy and she wouldn t touch you
This may not be true
But I said it so you d feel involved with this song
Are you an illusion
Or am I just getting stoned
Because I can t take it alone
I can t take it alone
I hope I didn t just give away the ending
We caught a fey taxi driver
I smiled the ride was free
I felt like Amsterdam
She wanted more drugs and maybe me
I told her dealer I was broke
He hired a camera man
We did a porno film for coke
I hear I m big in Japan
Are you an illusion
Or am I just getting stoned
Because I can t take it alone
I can t take it alone
I hope I didn t just give away the ending
We went back to her kitchen
Put the coke all in a can
Tied up a T.V minister
In walked her dad
He started drinking coffee
Too much sugar on the go
He fell dead on the floor
He thought the coke was swee t n low
well are you an illusion
Or am I just getting stoned
Because I can t take it alone
I can t take it alone
I hope I didn t just give away the ending
Boy was she upset but then she stole her dad s wallet and
I drove him to the hospital
To sell all of his donatable body parts
And this is where she dies
They brought the depressed junkie in
She shot his Cyanide up
I guess she thought it was errol flynn
I m blamed in the confusion
The police being phoned
I don t even love you
We weren t even friends
It s just that I can t take it alone
Uh, huh
I can t take it alone
I hope I didn t just give away the ending
I hope I didn t just give away the ending
I hope I didn t just give away the ending
I hope I didn t just give away the ending
I hope I didn t just give away the ending
I hope I didn t just give away the ending
Aw Jesus, ah shit
I think I just gave away the ending