Lyric The Becoming

I beat my machine it s a part of me it s inside of me
I m stuck in this dream it s changing me I am becoming
the me that you know had some second thoughts
he s covered with scabs and he is broken and sore
the me that you know doesn t come around much
that part of me isn t here anymore
all pain disappears it s the nature of my circuitry
drowns out all I hear there s no escape from this my new consciousness
that me that you know used to have feelings
but the blood has stopped pumping and he s left to decay
the me that you know is now made up of wires
and even when I m right with you I m so far away
I can try to get away but I ve strapped myself in
I can try to scratch away the sound in my ears
I can see it killing away all my bad parts
I don t want to listen but it s all too clear

hiding backwards inside of me I feel so unafraid
Annie, hold a little tighter I might just slip away

it won t give up it wants me dead
goddamn this noise inside my head