Lyric Artificial Sweetener

Oh yes I m guilty
For leasing myself out
Not ready to go up for sale
Can t seem to give it up
Stubborn, so selfish
I m showing off the worst in me

The return of Saturn
Assessing my life
Second guessing...

I m full of artificial sweetener
My heart s been deceitful
It s all artificial sweetener
I m faking I love you s
You re forcing me to

You really deserve love
I want to love you
But I can t seem to find myself
My wilting effort
Our progress report
I m only sure that I m not sure

I shudder to be honest
Who s behind it all now?
Who s the author?

I m full of artificial sweetener
My heart s been deceitful
It s all artificial sweetener
I m faking I love you s
You re forcing me to

Re-read, re-write, redo, undo
I m stuck on this page
I was born two weeks late
Is that why I hesitate?
I m on the fence
Push me off it
I want to be on your side now
And keep a promise

I m full of artificial sweetener
My heart s been deceitful
It s all artificial sweetener
My heart s been deceitful
I m faking I love you s
You re forcing me to