Lyric Solitaire

I can pretend for you, that I mean every word said it s true
That I d probably rather be like a stranger in disguise
And act as if nothing ever..

Died or faded away, got lonelier with age
And time isn t on our side

I m sorry to take the thoughts that keep you awake
And make it seem like they re overrated
You certainly talk about me more when
I fall down
And when I get up, my time is never enough
Loved in front behind my back hated
I guess it has everything to do with luck

I can defend the truth
but I sound like white noise to my friends
As I raise my glass to you
In a stupor we speak words
That couldn t be more honest

Lies we lived before are fights without a war
I m dead when it s in your head

I m starting to think that all the buoys we sink
Are cutting our chances of being saved
I see that the end is all we have to let us know
I d like to believe in something more than a dream
For when the will to be one has faded
I guess the truth will soon be deceived
My friend that isn t there,
My solitaire.