Lyric Sleeper

i tried to tell you
there s something dead in me
love lies in moments
still i cannot grasp one fragment
i can tell you nothing
answers don t exist
floors, walls my own asylum
shades my eyes from all of this

and i kill the one that you loved
soiled, shaded
but the knife will cut the same skin
now i still grasp my heart
i can t graze the sadness surface
i m so tired

i tried to feel it
guilt wouldn t come to me
blood soiled pillows
sheets writhing in agony
i tried to make you feel it
you just wouldn t heal
skin cold ends the nightmare
sun seems brighter than before

and i kill the one you loved
soiled, shaded
but the knife will cut the same skin
now i still grasp my heart
i can t graze the sadness surface
i m so tired

talk shit
it seems to go with you fine
living up to it when i lie
can t stand to stare with these dead
eyes
turning in the badge cause you can t
sell the image
living with another god
he ll tell you he s mine
so you know i don t like you
still i think you re the best

you can t find the day
so when should i take the bare
beatings
when i m alone
see if i can find it
take it away all the pain cause i m
sorry
can t feel any worse but i m sure i will
seems like no one cares but it s all
right
find another way
your savior suits you.