Lyric I Choose

Look at me I m falling
Off a cliff now
I can still hear my mama yelling no no no
But the words mean nothing
Can t catch up to me now
And the view is so beautiful
All the way down
When I was a little boy
Sucking juice from a bottle
Believeing my perceptions were oh so real
But I didn t know nothing
Still know nothing
Was just enough for me to know the way I feel

This is life
What a fucked up thing we do
What a nighmare come true
Or a playground if we choose
And I choose

Look at me I m swollen
Like a bananafish now
I m never gonna make it out of my hole
But I keep on laughing
Doesn t really matter
There s dozens of reasons for explaining my soul
When I was a teenager
Suckin booze with the vatos
Discussing who was gonna live to be 21
They said they wouldn t make it
They didn t make it
We re all naked when the day is said and done

This is life
What a fucked up thing we do
What a nighmare come true
Or a playground if we choose
And I choose

Don t know who made this all come true
But know while you re here
You just gotta do what you gotta do

Now if I wasn t such a weenie
Do you think you d still love me
Prending I m an airplane on the living room floor
But like a lovely generator
You stand right by me
And if words were wisdom I d be talking even more
So I keep on falling
As I m looking back above me
Watching as my mama just becomes a little dot
Now I m like Deniro
I m amarillo
And I ll never know when I hit the ground

This is life
What a fucked up thing we do
What a nighmare come true
Or a playground if we choose
And I choose