Lyric 4am

I walked around my good intentions
and found that there were none
I blame my father for the wasted years
we hardly talked
I never thought I would forget this hate
then a phone call made me realize
I m wrong

If I don t make it known that
I ve loved you all along
just like the sunny days that
we ignore because
we re all dumb & jaded
and I hope to God I figure out
what s wrong

I walked around my room
not thinking
just sinking in this box
I blame myself for being too much
like somebody else
I never thought I would just
bend this way