Lyric Suggestion

my strength is sapped
and i m closing my eyes
nothing to wrestle with
but my old times
i m closing my eyes
it s my place and
think i can make it on my own
nothing to wrestle with
but my old times
think i can make it on my own


it s too pained (plain?)
it s too strained (?)
it won t be dressed up
held me for being this way when i ve given up


you could comfort and frustrate me
the holes were already there
always to wrestle with in my old mind
i wanted to close my mind


it s too pained (late?)
it s too strained (straight?)
it won t be dressed up
held me for being this way when i ve given up