Lyric Loaded

I am a friend
You watch me slip again and again
I know your name
You tore me up, left to bleed
But I still want you.....
I come, it will blow
Yeah, I m clear like rain, but I feel like snow into the bends
I can t see where it all ends
I m wide awake
But still asleep
Again the buzzing in my ears
Yeah, I m a loaded,loaded,loaded,loaded gun
Pull the trigger, I will shoot you one by one
Here comes the day
Will sweep my sorrow and lies away
The ground is so cold
In the morning sun, feel overthrown
I m wide awake.......etc